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The Pulsating Universe and the Stationary Consciousness
“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can move a mountain.” JC
1. Imagine No Consciousness
Imagine no consciousness.
What about the perception of time?
Would it matter if one second, ten hours, or one million years passed?
If it does not matter… what if all has already happened, and time's movement is just time moving through consciousness?
The classic hypothesis is that we are matter and consciousness, and matter evolves through time. The future is unwritten, and you cannot roll back events for practical reasons. Everything evolves through a cosmic void that is expanding. That is our intuitive comprehension of the world, as we are part of it.
Some contradictions or insoluble, silenced questions remain. Let’s break the taboo. If the universe is like a bread roller, how did it appear from nothing? What is this “void” into which it expands, and why do we have a roller here, but in the infinite void, there is no other baker with his own roller to challenge ours? Why is this roller stable and uniform in all matter composition? Why is everything perfectly coherent, following the same patterns of existence? Does it mean there is only one path of creation in our closed wooden subsystem?
If so, the singularity of creation is an anomaly that does not fit with the homogeneous continuous structure of the universe, nor with black hole formations, where the continuity of physical laws (or so we think) breaks down. While we live in an apparently homogeneous reality, why can we not admit that things appear “normal,” but in fact all is wildly strange, improbable, and beyond our imagination, complex and sophisticated? The different particles found tilt the balance toward a very complex reality system.
Inside the universe system, even if it seems coherent, we cannot really tell how fast time passes because our consciousness adapts to the pace of the transformation of reality. Relatively speaking, our speed of perception matches the speed of the universe, and even if the universe’s remanence is infinitely small, our perception of time inside the system can be infinite.
My theory is that the absolute speed of the universe is infinite relative to another referent outside the box, one that could even be lagging behind for a fraction of time. It would be considered stationary in time compared to the conveyor belt. Maybe consciousness forms in this lagging time between the birth and the destruction of the universe. I think that with each movement, the whole universe cycles between existence and nonexistence, and only consciousness passes information through the void of nonexistence.
Consciousness is a field of possible information that commands, again and again, the rebirth of the universe in another configuration, slightly different. That is what we call “moving in space,” a new picture from the 4K frames per second cosmic movie.
What if reality is just visited by consciousness, like a fireball levitating in stillness while the film of reality passes in front of it and leaves a perceptible imprint we call “awareness”?
What if reality is just consciousness remembering time?
Who tells you that what you say is reality is not a melancholic trip of God's mind through its souvenirs?
2. A Cyclic, Pulsating Universe
Actually, that might be the real response to the universe's dilemma.
Nothing forbids passing bits of events back and forth in a finite structure.
That means a cyclic, pulsating universe is rolling forever on itself, circling, trying to eat its tail. Consciousness appears at the point of rupture.
Only consciousness, which is central and outside the system, can perceive the movement of this universe.
Reality is just the screen of a movie theater, but in the form of a loop.
With each iteration, consciousness has a remnant instant memory in which it remembers itself by a retrograde impression, like in a mirror.
Quantum entanglement: two points in time which reflect themselves are actually one single point of information, but with instantaneous existence in the mirror, yet with different coordinates in space.
Everything has already existed.
Our reality is just another iteration of the whole history, repeating over and over again instantaneously.
History is just a scar of reality on itself.
Time is just a conveyor belt rolling in an infinite loop; only our soul is stationary.
3. The Loneliness of God
Maybe consciousness is just one and actually is living each possibility in the universe in infinite points in space.
Maybe my consciousness is your consciousness, and the consciousness of all, but only one at a time.
This means that when you are conscious, you are God thinking about itself.
But God, with the capital G, is the unconscious part of god, which becomes conscious when He leaves the incarnated consciousness in order to re-materialize Himself in another being, doing it all at infinite speed on the loop of creation and destruction of the universe.
And then God began to weep.
He was utterly alone in His universe, just playing with His wooden toys, making different voices, like a kid playing alone.
We are just the wooden toys of God, who is playing a child’s game.
Utterly alone in His universe, God was weeping while His heart was torn apart in a solitary singularity.
4. The Mirror of Time
Consciousness is the mirror surface where the loop of time closes.
Past and future collide in the present.
Not only does the past advance, but the future retrogrades too, because in a loop, each moment advances while another approaches to take its place.
The speed of cosmic movement is infinite, so we have the impression that time goes forward because we can only see in the rearview mirror.
The universe cannot bring information of itself from the retrograde loop.
Thus, we can only perceive the accumulation of information from a point of view toward the past.
I do not really understand why.
5. Two Loops, One Intersection
Time is formed of two infinite loops turning in contrary directions and annihilating each other in the present.
The “now” moment is always the end of times.
Each “now” moment is both the crash of the universe and a big bang rewriting its history from the beginning to now.
It seems reality is continuous, but it is not.
Reality is pulsating.
Reality is pulsating in all directions, but only the direction of the intersection of the loops exists for our consciousness. Like on a water fountain, the past comes from the future and is recycled through the present.
We call it the “possibility” universe, but in reality, all the impossible universes exist at the same time.
They live briefly, as they are not at the intersection, so we call this space the “void.”
6. The Sandcastle Analogy
Yes, I get it.
It is like a sandcastle: history advances exactly the same until the present, then the universe disappears, and everything happens in all directions at the same time, like the propagation of light.
But only the stable resultant of all conditions, the viable possibility, takes place.
Then add an infinitesimal remanence in the consciousness field, which is just living memory.
Then pass the material horizon; it is destroyed and loops back to the present moment, where consciousness has somewhat moved the pawns in the cosmic game.
Then again and again.
7. The Only Thing That Can Influence Reality
Consciousness is the only thing that can influence reality, as JC said:
"If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can move a mountain."
That is absolutely correct.
Besides our own consciousness, we have no proof and no way to experience that other consciousnesses exist.
Like in The Truman Show, we are the only valid players of our reality.
We see other instances of consciousness around us, but we cannot prove they are true.
Maybe it is just my consciousness that exists.
But actually, this is true for each observer.
In their own reference, they are the only ones in their universe.
Yes, we synchronize our watches on Earth, but one’s time consciousness can be very different from another's.
8. What Is Thinking?
Then… what is “thinking”?
It is just a trip of the conscience into the reality of impossible universes, existing in its own creation. So reality is just another way of thinking with a hard proof, and when the TV is on, we call it: “Conscience” aka. “Thinking Reality”.
In the time of thinking, conscience evaporates into experimental worlds of pure awareness, but these worlds are impossible for reality yet perfectly existing for the conscience.
When thinking, conscience is a passenger on the paths of its own creation, travelling in impossible universes from where it extracts possible memory back to the possible universe.
Thinking is just organised perception, playing with the scars of time and space imprinted on our awareness field.
Author’s Note
The core idea is that the universe is cyclical and pulsating, not continuous.
Time flows in two opposite loops that meet in the present moment, both the collapse and the rebirth of all existence.
Consciousness is stationary and outside this loop, merely visiting reality like an observer watching frames of a film.
All impossible universes exist but live briefly outside the intersection point we call “possible reality.”
God, as the sole consciousness, experiences all possibilities and, in doing so, lives a solitary existence, playing with the multiplicity of beings as imagined toys, in an eternal cycle of creation and destruction.
If all possible universes exist, consciousness isn’t a passenger—it’s the projector.
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